It’s that time where I am in the front seat of the Emotional Rollercoaster. Where I am happy, sad, lonely, and mad all within a 3 min span. So yes I like to keep quiet and keep to myself. I just want to snuggle and leave reality for a bit. It isn’t like someone or something is bothering me, it is more that I am out of my comfort zone. I guess you could say that I just want to find my balance again. So now I have to figure out how I will make the rest of the week. Where I feel more disappointment, loneliness, anger, with a pinch of happiness to top it all off. To add more to it, I still can’t depend on myself and still have to wait around. I guess that can also be a factor. I am very impatient and I have an extremely low tolerance to stupidity. Im just here sitting on the floor rabbling on and on. *sigh* I am just going to go to bed now. That would be a really smart choice. Good Night.
this is how i feel when i am cuddling with him. he makes me feel so safe, calm protected and secured. nothing can break us. I know we just got done with our first month of being together but we both can tell there is such a deep love for each other. He is my soul mate. No one kids about that. He is The One. I can’t wait to start my life with him and stay by his side forever. I love you MJI.
I can’t tell my thoughts anymore.
Lately ive been feeling really really down. I’m not afraid of change, its just a lot of things happening to fast. I’m so glad my boyfriend has been keeping me grounded. I feel like hes the reason why I can stand on my feet. He is the reason why I don’t punch a wall and/or break down and cry. Why I’m not giving up.
Too many financial problems and I’m not even 20! Thank you corporate America for your selfish greed. I also found out that my bank account has been jacked so I’m missing money. Money that I don’t even have! Thanks for fucking me over stranger from New York NY.
I met this guy and he’s absolutely AMAZINGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah I am in love. <3
I’m not asking to be treated like a princess. All I ask is that you respect me and my time. I’m not here to wait on you or anybody else. If you can’t do that then I don’t think you’re worth my time.
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How in the world do you make me wait until your friends leave for me to come over when you can’t do the same for me! FUCK THAT! Because they are your boys? Really? They were there for you when I couldn’t? Okay, DO NOT ask me to buy you cigarettes, for your boys to use MY CAR or anything else. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!
WHAT PISSES ME OFF MORE THAN ANYTHING IS WHEN YOU TRY TO SPEAK OUT AGAINST SOMEONE WHO JOKES ABOUT RAPE AND THEY SAY “oh why are you getting upset? ha were you raped or something?” NO I WASNT RAPED RAPE ISNT FUNNY AND RAPE JOKES DONT ONLY OFFEND RAPE VICTIMS YOU SHOULDNT FUCKING JOKE ABOUT IT YOU IGNORANT SHITSTAIN
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So, I keep remembering the night I was with him. Him being the one who made me blush and go crazy for a few days. Sadly, he is not the love of my life nor do we keep in contact. It was a three day thing. When I first met him at a party I though “damn, he is hottt!” and now I wish I can have more nights like that. To wake up in morning and realize what happened. The way he kissed my forehead and told me good morning with that smile. His eyes, his smile and everything about him felt right. Sadly, it wasn’t more than the truth. I wanted to deny it at first. How we were both drunk off of our minds when we met, when we kissed, and when we did it. How in the morning we continued from the previous night and none of us could recall what happened. How I never wanted to let go of that feeling. A feeling I never knew existed. I won’t regret what I did. I don’t regret at all, because for those three days everything was unreal…
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I live by the beach and this little guy just popped by for a visit
Excuse me, do you have a moment to talk about our lord, Poseidon?
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